I bet some of you were wondering why all my old photos were being put up on Instagram over the past couple of months, huh? I am honoring myself for the achievements I have had over the years and to say “Thank You” to my body.
My body is 37 and in February will be one year older. 40 is just around the corner and I want to be ok with that. I want to embrace my body for how it looks now and as I age. Now that I am not dancing or lingerie/bikini modeling, or whatever you want to call it lol, I don’t want to feel the pressure to keep up with the next young girl. I am in competition with no one. I never really thought of myself in a competition for the best ass, but its funny how everyone else thought I was. Even funnier to me that I made Complex Magazines top “50 White Girls With Ass”.
Anyways, that was then and this is now.
I have decided to grow my hair back out and let it grow in grey. To be honest with myself, my hair can’t take hair dye and product anymore. 
The texture has changed due to hormones and getting older. I have to stop trying to fight Mother Nature and let it grow out healthy. It’s crazy how curly my hair is now. I can’t wait to see how long my hair is when I return from India.
But anyways, this body has been through enough over the past 20 years of dancing and modeling with all the pedicures, waxing, dieting, working out, makeup, shaving, fake nails, and on and on. It’s time for a break.
After I returned from the Jungle in Peru this summer, I decided to not shave for a while. I had already let my hair on my legs and under my arms grow for over two weeks without shaving so I thought, what the heck. Let me see how long I’ll go before I shave. The hair on my legs took a bit to get use to, but I managed to go 75 days without shaving. Then I got laid so I thought it would be nice and shave for him. Lol Afterwards I wish I hadn’t cause it really didn’t matter if I had or hadn’t. The whole experience was a bit awkward, but we won’t get into that.
I was back to not shaving the next day and until two weeks ago hadn’t shaved my legs, underarms, or waxed my pussy/ass in a little over 100 days. I FINALLY shaved during the Taurus Full Moon. It seemed fitting since Taurus is an Earth sign, physical realm, and all about Beauty and Aesthetics.
I didn’t shave my underarms though. Hahaha I have seriously grown attached to my little bushes lol I did shave my legs cause they were really itchy at night. I got a half a Brazilian wax and left a nice bushy patch on my pussy. Maybe I’ll cut it down a little if I ever get laid again….hahaha Trust me that will be awhile though. I am TOTALLY not open in that category at the moment.
But anyways…I’ve been spending more time in nature, nude. It just feels so natural and amazing to be outside in the buff. Maybe one night when I am feeling witchy under the full moon I will strip down and dance around nude under the moonlight. Ahhh…Sounds lovely.
With all that being said I will no longer post photos on the @Melody_Jai account and after all the DM’s I have been getting lately, I will not being selling any old content and if you ask me on my new page I will block you. I have no space in my life for people who want more than what I am willing to give. Yeah I could have made some extra cash by selling my old stuff, but not all money is good money. I WILL BE DELETING THAT PAGE ON JANUARY 1ST.
I hope everyone has a great holiday season no matter what you celebrate.
I’m absolutely LOVING your posts. You’re being so real and I LOVE it! You’re completely harnessing your power right now. Good on you sister! <3
Liz! YOU ARE THE BEST!!! Even with your busy schedule you find the time to support me. Love you girl! I wouldn’t have done this without your help. Can’t wait to see what I learn from you next 🙂
Well, truly, I’m happy for you and your journey Melody. I can tell that it’s really important for you to be in sync with your body. To love your body. And to love yourself. I know this because of the article that I’ve just read. And because of your videos online. You are, literally, the only woman I’ve ever seen online that knows, I mean, truly knows her body so well. Every movement of your body is a calculated measure. It’s as if you are playing a piano. Only the keys are your movements and the “melody” is your sensuality. It’s intoxicating to observe your art. What “gets me off” even more though is knowing that you’ve transcended that moment in time of your life and have chosen to write new music; to do a new dance and celebrate embracing Melody. Grey curly hair and all. I’m happy for you witch. I’ll continue to support you and show my love. — Uncannyx75
Wow! Thank you so much. I appreciate you taking the time to comment. It means a lot that people are actually reading what I post. I know MOST of my fans won’t ever see me for who I really am, and that’s ok. It truly means a lot that you can see me and you are interested in my journey. Wishing you the best this holiday season. 🙂
Thanks Melody! A safe and happy holiday season to you and your family as well. 🎄
Hey Melody. Just ignore what those people think of you as a person as long as they won’t see you for who you really are. I think you’re doing fine. Journey is the best for new experience. 😉🙂
Your post is honest and authentic. Wasn’t aware old life as Melody Jai… I just assume the original passion was yoga.,.Sending positive vibes for your journey
You know we love you no matter what 🙂
Unconditional Love…Thank you! Love you too!
Love this! So proud of you and cery happy for you! I wish I could do the same! I hope to learn from you. Can’t wait to see more of your growth!
Awe thanks girl! I will be sharing more of my story and creating lots of programs and workshops in the future. 🙂 You’ve always been such a sweet person and I Thank you for your continued support.
Well have to say in the first photo your eyes light things up and you still look amazing. Pretty sure you all ways will. Second pic love the view and the cuties..last but for sure not least your third photo. The word is EMBRACE(capitals)…if one day you wake up and say I’m just not feelin myself today…you should remember that hey I got fans that feel me and support me who most importantly show me love.I really think you done the right thing with this website to put it up. Good thing we can carry on supporting your movements…and show love all the way. Peace and love x.
Awe! Thank you so much. I am just happy to share my life so maybe it’ll help others 🙂